Some days I feel like all I do is complain on socials. And while there is some truth to that, I never really thought about the actual why behind it until today. But like, let’s be real here for a moment… On the good days, I’m off living and enjoying life. Doing all of the things I can’t do on my bad days.But on the bad days, I’m forced to sit. Sit face to face with pain I never asked for. Pain that I didn’t do anything to deserve. That no matter how hard I try, I can’t escape. Pain that even doctors don’t understand. So ya, I may get on and complain sometimes. Because on the bad days, I may need a little support. Need my friends and family by my side. Need community to remind me I’m not alone. That even on the worst of pain days,there are so many reasons to keep fighting. So ya, all you may see is complaining. But really, I’m just looking for someone to see me. See how hard I am trying to fight for my life,against a system that couldn’t care less.