If you’re not following me on socials yet,

like what the heck are you doing lol?

No seriously though haha

 

You see, sometimes I go through these spurts. 

I’m really good about posting on here. 

Then I’m really good about posting on there. 

Then I’m too busy fighting things like bronchitis 

and a massive neck/back muscle overload.

And I never know where I’ll be lol. 

I literally do what feels the most doable 

with whatever energy I have at the moment. 

 

And it might be complicated for some of you. 

It is for me too honestly.

But life isn’t always sunshine and rainbows. 

 

Take tonight for example. 

I literally went from a full on mental breakdown,

with suicidal ideation and all… 

To making a solid fool proof laundry list

argument for how I haven’t failed at life

despite feeling like a failure sometimes…

 

And btw, if you’re not following…

This is what you missed so far.