Life has really been leading me back to God lately. 

Now I’ll never pretend to have all of the answers…

I know I’m not the perfect example of a believer.

You know what else I know? Thats between me and God.

 

I don’t know about you but church hasn’t always been my friend. It hasn’t always been helpful or comforting. To be honest it’s been quite the opposite at times. 

It was the first place I ever experienced SA.

 

But even through all of that, I know God was different. 

God wasn’t the church, or the people in it. 

We’re all human and we’re all flawed in our own ways. 

I mean what would we need him for if we were perfect?

 

I struggled to believe for a long time because of my experiences. But in the end I always came back to God. 

And at the worst place in my life when I had my escape planned God showed me love was always the answer.

Because of this, I realized that God was always love. 

And anything that wasn’t love, wasn’t God. 

 

 It’s changed my whole relationship with God.

 It’s helped me give church another chance.

And lately he’s been tugging on my heart strings. 

To share more of my journey, my personal experience. 

 

To be the walking living breathing testimony, 

that he designed me to be.

I don’t know what your experience with God is.

And I will never force you to believe my beliefs. 

 

But I do hope you feel the love in my journey. 

The light that I’ve found in all the darkness.

I’d love to hear from you… 

 

What’s your experience?

What’s your testimony? 

Do you feel that God is love?

 

My story isn’t perfect — but it’s proof that 

love still finds us, even in the darkness.