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Nicole Brown
Oct 29, 20252 min read

EMOTIONAL OVERWHELM...

Things have been a little crazy lately. I finally made it in to see an Endometriosis specialist. He’s sending me to a few others. Our kitten has been so sick he peed on the couch. I’ve been learning how to receive help — the kind that actually helps. And honestly? It’s just been A LOT. Here’s the wi...
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Nicole Brown
Oct 19, 20253 min read

WHATEVER IT TAKES...

When you’ve been at rock bottom, you stop judging how people hold on. You just pray they make it through. 💖 My heart aches for those who live with judgment — for others, and for themselves. I mean, I get it. I used to, too. But I’ve also come to understand something deeper: love, compassion, and fo...
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Nicole Brown
Sep 15, 20252 min read

QUIET STRENGTH

Do you ever find yourself feeling insignificant? Like what's the point? What am I doing here? What is my purposed here on this earth? Well, you aren't alone. And you never were. You see we all have these things that have completely broken us down. That we are holding onto inside. That we don't want ...
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Nicole Brown
Sep 8, 20252 min read

Burn or Spark...

I'm so excited to share with you a recent ceiling breaking moment. Picture it, you see something that serious sets your heart on fire. For me it made me so frustrated, I couldn't keep my mouth shut! Now I usually try to be as professional as possible. I try to play nice and don't say too much that m...
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Nicole Brown
Aug 20, 20254 min read

ACCOMMODATIONS

Accepting that we are different can be hard enough. Admitting that we need help or accommodations, is a whole other level... But we are worth it and we deserve to function just as the rest of the world. Our disabilities or struggles may hold us back but we won't let them win! We will continue to ris...
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Nicole Brown
Aug 11, 20252 min read

Existing

I seem to have this problem where I will push myself really freaking hard, and then I get exhausted, am burnt out for a few days or so and then I repeat the cycle all over again. I'm really trying to work on this although I am not completely sure how I'm going to break it. I just keep trying. Learni...
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Nicole Brown
Jul 29, 20251 min read

IF YOU DON'T KNOW ME BY NOW...

There’s this trend going around right now that says the #1 song on your birthday is your theme song… and mine? “If You Don’t Know Me by Now” by Simply Red. At first, I laughed. Then I paused.And thought — wow, that’s actually kind of perfect. I’ve been misunderstood for most of my life. I never quit...
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Nicole Brown
Jul 20, 20251 min read

SHIFTING

There comes this point in life’s journey where everything seems to change completely. You find yourself not enjoying the things you used to. Not laughing at the same old things anymore. Your style, taste and type might even change. You either feel like a new person entirely. Or question everything y...
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Nicole Brown
Jun 18, 20252 min read

Crushed

If you would have told me it would be love that woke me up and changed my life forever, and heartbreak that put me back together… I would have thought you were crazy. It doesn’t make logical sense to me. But love and heartbreak don’t work on logic. It’s deep seated feelings we may never understand. ...
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Nicole Brown
Jun 11, 20252 min read

Abundance

Abundance can mean so many different things. You could have an abundance of stressors. You could have an abundance of money. You could have an abundance of problems. Or, you could find an abundance of blessings. No matter what you choose to look at, you will likely continue to have more of it… So ho...
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Nicole Brown
May 21, 20252 min read

Focus

Trauma can make it really hard to think about. a future. It can feel like the only thing that exists is the present moment. It can even make you feel like there is no such thing as the future. The thing is, even today is the future to from your trauma. Everyday is a new start, a new beginning, a fut...
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Nicole Brown
May 12, 20253 min read

Forgiving Yourself

One of the hardest parts of this healing journey for me has been forgiveness. A simple internet search shows forgiveness as a conscious and deliberate act of releasing anger, resentment, and the desire for revenge towards someone who has wronged us. But what if we aren't actually conscious of it? I ...
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Nicole Brown
May 1, 20252 min read

Can you trust your gut?

In most cases, I would tell people to trust their gut when it comes to pretty much anything in life. I mean our body is a natural system built to tell us when something is right or wrong for us. However, if you are anything like me and you have Trauma - that doesn't always work out for us. Our Traum...
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Nicole Brown
Apr 24, 20251 min read

HEALING IS TOUGH

Healing isn’t always easy… Today I was having a conversation with a friend about going on DND and just being unreachable right? Well I said, even if it was an emergency it’s not like I have a car to go get them or anything… What I didn’t realize in that moment… Is that deep down, this was actually a...
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Nicole Brown
Apr 13, 20252 min read

Cheat the System

There was a point in time where I would get so upset by seeing others win whom I didn’t feel were worthy of winning. Somehow lying, cheating and stealing seemed to be the only way to get ahead. And then there was me who can’t even sneak snacks into a movie theatre… I didn’t understand it. It felt so...
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